I Still Love You

I miss them every day

They left me with so much to say

I look in the mirror

Refusing to accept the errors

That life made us do

And my dears, I miss you....

I go about my life blindly

Nothing I do will make you come back to me

Life trickles day by day

With my heart full of stuff I'd want to say

To you three

You all that I will never again see

I seek for distraction

Full of passion

Never finding a worthy candidate

My life I seem to complicate

Nothing can bring back the love I had

From you, my Mamie, Papy and Dad

You all left me alone

And there was nothing I could have done

To change fate

And still my life I complicate

Tomorrow maybe

I'll join you, one day you'll see

Until then I just hope you are proud of your daughter

No matter what choices she makes, through her pain and laughter

Because you know hope

It's the only thing I can hold to, my last rope

To keep on going

No matter how many time I'm failing

No matter how many mistakes are made

Because this is how our history was made

Through our good and our bad

And 

Mamie, Papy and Dad...

If I could see you now I'd tell you

Just how much I still love you.

Laurence Ramos

March, 1st. 2013